help me find my way
I was introduced to K.C about 3 months ago through HIS DIVINE GRACE SRILA PRABHUPADA'S books. His explanations made so much sense to all that i was currently going through. Questions concerning material frustrations, why i'm here etc.
My biggest problem though is doubt in the Supreme. I want to practice bhakti yoga so badly, but i stumble. A few days i believe in Him, then i here critisism from a christian point of view and i'm confused all over again, i question is He real? Am i hoping too much? ;(, i end up getting sooo upset, i feel like i'm letting Lord Krishna down, i have no idea how to deal with this;( How to i revive my relationship with God when my mind is so unstable and takes in any negative comments about HIm.
Please help me get through this